If youre me looking for me Come to where it is silent
Where the air is clear and the energy is less violent
It’s not impossible to find me in your realm
But it’s noise and madness may leave you overwhelmed
It is In both worlds where I live in the tranquility
That gives life to all freedoms and possibilities
…….So If you look closely you’ll see,
That I have no higher power other than me
Thus will be the moment you’ll see that true wealth
Comes first from seeking knowledge of the Self
Honestly, I always felt like I was never worth your time, let alone a piece of your heart….but now I see that the way you came up makes it not all of your fault.
Still, that doesn’t stop the memories from haunting my thoughts…. and if anyone ever asked me what seperated us …I’d say …”it was the bitches that drove us apart”.
You miss birthday’s and play dates……we never even went on a trip. Then whenever we came to see you…you’d slide off into the night with some chick…..seems like you wanted to be inside of them……. more than you wanted to love your kids.
Got me looking at monogamy with a twisted view…… and my sisters in a cypher of relationships that always leave them bruised.
I don’t even know you middle name your favorite foods to eat……because its was hard for to compete with the trills of the street.
You probably don’t even know I grew insecure and shy …….and often afraid to even speak my mind… and that’s because your bitches all was had your time.
So now when I see you we don’t converse… because for years I’ve pictured you in a hearse
But I’m coming to you… to call a truce…hoping it’ll fix my inner issues….because though you left me sad and blue…… I cant reject that I am you
The world I live in has a variety of focuses…everyone exposes their flaws but they all go unnoticed… in this world we do not believe in hate or fear…. so love is the compass which helps us steer
Expression is the substratum of our life…..so it never gets dark because of our inner light
We live in the moment and die in love…..because self Actualization is our favorite drug
Also, Time and distance don’t exist…..so opportunities are never missed
I wish you lived in this world with me………or at least came to visit my eternity
I hope one day you’ll come to know……….that I loved you more than your world could show