I want you to know that it was never about sex.
or the attention that I couldn’t get from an Ex.
I saw you and I saw my paradise.
I saw beneath the anger.
its view leaving me in delight,
as I kissed you with closed eyes
spiritually walking towards your light.
Nothing like what I expected.
Everything I once neglected.
Grabbing your hand while we walk.
because I want you to feel protected.
What I felt when we met had me thinking like a skeptic
Like: ” If I give my all and lose it, what will I be left with?”
and: “will she be different from other the women I’ve slept with”?
But now I’m in a position which makes it futile to doubt you
Because the more that you’re away, the more I can’t live without you.