Other drugs

  It’s past our meeting date. I’m irritated, horney and angry all in one so I send the text: “I’ve been calling you for days and you’re not answering this isn’t like you. You would’ve called me by now. What’s going on? Should I do a pop up? I knew you were going to eventuallyContinue reading “Other drugs”

Other drugs

It’s been a few days now and we haven’t talked but I’m not tripping because I know your body’s schedule and you know mine. We always seem to know the right time to contact one another. We’re supposed to be moved on into new relationships, but that hasn’t stopped us from talking and occasionally makingContinue reading “Other drugs”

Trophies wives

/**/ Since we were little boys most of us we’re thought by our parents or society that life was about proving our worth. So we learn to be competitive at a very young age. We learn through observation that to be the best at something grants you a certain level of prestige and added privileges.Continue reading “Trophies wives”

Blurred Lines

Why are we so afraid to be ourselves?  Not the self that the ego tells us we are but are true, natural selves. The parts of us that cry during sad movies, enjoy shows that don’t relate to our culture and admit to being just as confused about life as the rest of the world.Continue reading “Blurred Lines”

Under A Tree

        Have you ever looked at the roots of a tree? I mean really examined them. The roots of a tree are planted firmly inside of the earth. This is where the tree gets all of its strength from. These roots make it so that the tree stays grounded under extreme conditions.Continue reading “Under A Tree”

What we talkin about?

What we talking about? We talking about black negligence or black presidents?  We talking about black power or blacks being killed over crack and powder? We talking political or we talking street?  We talking about black love or we talking about hood beefs? We talking about how we starved or about how we are goingContinue reading “What we talkin about?”

Why I’m not going to stop say the word “nigga”

Since slavery the “conscious community” both black and white have been trying to abolish the word “nigga” but I’m telling you it isn’t going anywhere. And it’s Not because black people lack dignity or any of that other stuff that many people believe.  To my understanding the word “nigger ” was first used in AmericaContinue reading “Why I’m not going to stop say the word “nigga””

The wolves 

It was in the depths of the city in a place that lacked light. Where the wolves were hunting as wolves do at night. They didn’t care if you were an elder or youth, because the smell of  vulnerability signaled you were food.  They traveled in packs wearing subtle colors, neglected their children and killedContinue reading “The wolves “

Things to do the next time I fall in love 

Tell her she’s beautiful, and that no matter how fast the years past she’ll always be that way to you. Show her that no matter how cruel the world is she’ll always be what gets you thru. Give her a home to preform her blessing. Make her feel your warmth even when you aren’t  present.Continue reading “Things to do the next time I fall in love “