How I’m sposed to go to sleep ?
I’m living with PSTD
Thoughts keep controlling me
and aint no one consoling me
Feeling all this urgency
Its hard to get a hold of me
cop cars patrolling me
Tryna catch me serve the fiens
Coulda caught a body went up state
Before I got my first degree
But aint gone explain myself
And I don’t need a lame to help
Ambulance car outside
They say my nigga banged his self
That nigga should’ve hit my phone
Like “ yo Tah I’m feeling alone”
I would’ve smoked a blunt with you
I would’ve took the gun from you
But Instead I’m at ya funeral crying
Still alive but my insides dying
I need a way to break the surface
Cause the liquor and the weed aint working
My depression got me feeling kinda worthless
Feeling lost got me questioning my purpose
And now I cant go to sleep.