Day dreams, night lakes

Here’s what I’ve learned since you’ve been gone, It’s takes a special type of person to love people like us. We’re not anything anyone has ever experienced. & at are best we these special people with ability love people like you and I. But are worst we aren’t the best people. … but even thenContinue reading “Day dreams, night lakes”

Insomnia

How I’m sposed to go to sleep ? I’m living with PSTD Thoughts keep controlling me and aint no one consoling me Feeling all this urgency Its hard to get a hold of me cop cars patrolling me Tryna catch me serve the fiens Coulda caught a body went up state Before I got myContinue reading “Insomnia”

Wild hearts

I don’t want to posses you I want to guide us to liberty Like the ax man in the Forrest I want to chop away At the concepts manipulating your memory I can see that this life is an illusion So I’m manifesting an image of your thighs spreading like diffusion So much chemistry ifContinue reading “Wild hearts”

Projections

Through experience and observation, I’ve come to realize that  no other person will ever be made in our image except ourselves. So that if there is a such thing as a ” soul mate” – or whatever phrase is more appropriate today- he/she will also be made in an image of their own and thisContinue reading “Projections”

Many Truths

I know myself in ways that I could never explain. At time I feel like a slave who isn’t aware of his own chains. Other times I focus so much on my faults that I take an unfair amount of the blame, using weed and meditation to alleviate the pain. My goal is to escapeContinue reading “Many Truths”

What’s reality?

I believe that we are all afraid and because we are afraid we create personalities as defense mechanism against this world which seems so unpredictable at times. We never know what will or won’t happen and it causes us to create super hero’s in our minds; who’s jobs are to protect of from the chaos.Continue reading “What’s reality?”

The Goat

Dear Self, Lately I feel like it’s just me and you Because no one understand the changes I’m going through In my mind, if 1 wins, nobody can lose So why do I feel so uncomfortable expressing good news? Is it my fault that they got complacent? While I built myself and reconstructing my foundationContinue reading “The Goat”