How I’m sposed to go to sleep ? I’m living with PSTD Thoughts keep controlling me and aint no one consoling me Feeling all this urgency Its hard to get a hold of me cop cars patrolling me Tryna catch me serve the fiens Coulda caught a body went up state Before I got myContinue reading “Insomnia”

Trophies wives

/**/ Since we were little boys most of us we’re thought by our parents or society that life was about proving our worth. So we learn to be competitive at a very young age. We learn through observation that to be the best at something grants you a certain level of prestige and added privileges.Continue reading “Trophies wives”

Blurred Lines

Why are we so afraid to be ourselves?  Not the self that the ego tells us we are but are true, natural selves. The parts of us that cry during sad movies, enjoy shows that don’t relate to our culture and admit to being just as confused about life as the rest of the world.Continue reading “Blurred Lines”

Get to know you questions that should be banned

If you are single like me and currently in the (seemingly) everlasting  ” getting to meet new people” phase in your love life then this post will probably hit home for you.  While getting to meet new people  can be fun there are also  some aspects about this process that can be  confusing and sometimesContinue reading “Get to know you questions that should be banned”

The wolves 

It was in the depths of the city in a place that lacked light. Where the wolves were hunting as wolves do at night. They didn’t care if you were an elder or youth, because the smell of  vulnerability signaled you were food.  They traveled in packs wearing subtle colors, neglected their children and killedContinue reading “The wolves “

Staring at the walls

I’ve sat in this room for a long time. Sleeping, tossing, turning, getting up staring at the wall, planning on how I would get back what was mine. I mapped out my entire life from now until then. Traveled the world so many times in my mind  it made me head spin. My thoughts stretchedContinue reading “Staring at the walls”

Why I Prefer Crazy Women

Before I get into this I think I need to explain that when I say crazy I don’t mean breaking car windows, showing up places unannounced, breaking into my apartment and fighting every girl that looks at me. That’s not crazy ,that’s destructive. In my eyes a “crazy” woman is a woman who doesn’t bowContinue reading “Why I Prefer Crazy Women”